The saddest day ever!!

Today is was really sad didn't even had the mood to study,becus today my seniors are all passing out i started crying in art and abit emo during recess and one thing tat makes me more sad is tat today was the last day tat we hav hm econ and also is th last chance to see mdm thuriya OMG!!!When today so many ppl is leaving me first is my brothers and sisters in NPCC and now mdm thuriya i am so sad after sch sat at the bicycle there then we when up the the hall then when we come down Xavier shoot me wit the gun and i turn emo cus all of tat makes me remeber about my brothers who sometime bully me.Then Tricia,Kai wen and Xavier come comfort me they even try to make me laugh but no use.....So they ask me go mac then when there happy again alr don't know y??Tricia say every time come to mac ur mood would turn happy cus all the ppl there are happy........LOLS........Then go back sch Xavier need to fall in but sec 1 only falls in at 4 pm haha...Then Daniel saw me and us me go buy the pop thing i was wandering wat was it for and now i know is for there pop haha..... So funny then finally 4pm go fall in mr sulaiman ask me go out to lead the quard i was shock WTH...but i did it heng ah then me ryan darren and two more ppl go do the tables and chairs.Then we run down to the atrium then sing 3 songs then the girls need to go up again wit the food....then finally POP,me Xavier and ryan was taking th vidoes and pictures hav alot of fun.After tat we when to the star rise terrace for a farewell party i started wanting to cry when i see the video clip then after faheem and faizal come up and give a speech i burst into tears then after tat the whole squad knows tat me naszmeen and zhi wei cried naszmeen i know why she cry, me becus they are like my brothers and now they are leaving....zhi wei i don't know why??then after tat i fine alr then take group pictures.When we were abt to leave i cry again almost all the nco saw me cry OMG!but i think they wouldn't like shock cus they also cry.Went down to the canteen to fall in then go up and down to clean the things so tried but i vote cus i scare i see the nco i would cry then take our bags and fall in at the fyor again....walking there tat time talked to naszmeen then started crying again then finally stop then leave the school.Ishark,faizal,Daniel they all ask me not to cry they say in sch we still can see each other at first i was ok but once they say this thing to me i started wanting to cry then my dad come bring me home in the van i started crying and is worst then the last few time i cried for abt 20 mins ,thinking abt them and watching those videos i still quite sad now but i think i would stop crying alr.Ok must continue to post the videos to face book before tml this is the last thing i can do for the NCO alr so must do or else the whole squad would be angry wit me specially the NCO and i would feel horrible so ok bb for now